This is my very first blog entry and it is about my weight. What a grand appearance. Anyway, I have been struggling with weight since puberty. Now I am 32 years young and all hell has broken lose. I feel bulky and heavy. I don't like the way my clothes fit on me. and I am sick and tired of this damn pot belly that my husband lovingly calls his honey pot. I have this dress, I like to call it my freakum dress courtesy of Ms. or should I say Mrs. Beyonce Knowels. Its tight in all the right places and back in 2001 I was fitting it and looking pretty fly. Back in 2001 I was 25 and childless. Its 2008 and now I have a 4 year old and I am 32. And now as I type this I am wondering why the hell do I even still have that dress. Well ladies, its a freakum dress, and if I were to wear it out in public, I would probably be mistaken for a hoochie or a lose bootey. And I think it is healthy to have an outfit like that and to be thought of as such. LOL So yes its been in my closet for 7 years now and I want to get back into it and wear it out with my husband by my side. As of right now when I put it on I look 5 months pregnant in it. After having a baby via c-section stuff just did not go back in like it was suppose to. I can't even hide it by sucking the gut in and that ain't even cool. I even have the sexy Steve Madden 3 1/2 inch platform do me sandals to wear with this dress. So today is my day to get it together ladies. I will be taken photos so that I may have a visual progress report. I will have them in my cell phone so I can carry it with me and look at my bulging belly and flabby arms and get pissed and then get fit. I'm gonna make it happen with your help and support ladies!!!!!